Monday, June 30, 2008

A year later

Help from Femara

Af showed up today on June 30th, 2008. So it is on to my first medicated cycle in a year. I am anticipating it with a mix of emotions; fear and excitement being two of them. I am taking the drug Femara on cycle days 3-7, which will be July 2-6. So I will finish it right before we leave for Jamaica. I will keep this updated as to any and all side effects that I have from this medication. Although it is nothing like clomid, and presents with very few side effects usually. I also have to add this is my 4th month in a row to have AF. Which is unheard of for me. I also am not having very bad cramps at all anymore. I cramp the day before af and then nothing or very little after that. Which is a turn around from the terrible cramps I used to have when AF came.

If they're singing about heartbreak, they've lived it. Paula Abdul

Friday, June 20, 2008

So Slow

in the 2ww



I am 5 dpo or days past ovulation and on day 23 of my cycle. It is going so so slowly. I still have 10 days until I can take a test or start my af. Great. So I am just waiting and waiting and waiting. It is really unnerving and frustrating.

Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish. John Quincy Adams


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Month 5,382,402

ovulation dust

So this is our 5 millionth month of trying to concieve or at least that is what it feels like. This is my last month of unmedicated trying. I ovulated finally on day 18, which is weird because my cycles were shortening and then this one is perfect. Maybe that means its meant to be, but I really dont know and dont want to get my hopes up, or anyone elses. So I am now offically in the 2 week wait. I also got a peak on my monitor today and dark lines again so I guess I really really ovulated!!! This is totally new territory for me, even when I was doing clomid and injectibles this did not happen for me!!! Sometimes my AF would not even come at the end of a cycle and I would have to take Provera to start it, so even having an AF for three months in a row is a step in the right direction for us. It is so exciting to us. So please with us luck this cycle, this could be IT for us.


Dreams are the touchstones of our character. Henry David Thoreau